Ok folks I guess it is time to start updating this blog. First of all, Lorie is my new girlfriend, In fact, on June 2nd she will become my wife. She is coming to be a part of my life about the middle of feb. Of course, she decided there there are some things that need to be changede in the bus. So, I will start putting the new projects on here on a regular basis. katy and Carey are working to change my background. I hope you will follows us on the new journey!!! See you all soon, Raz

Well I don't know if anyone even looks at this site anymore but here is a post just in case. So today was another chapter in the closure of losing Patsy. I closed the bank account that was set up for us since I am no longer using it. There are some really special people that sent us money to that account and I still don't know how to ever repay you for you love and support. Patsy knows who you are and I know she is looking after you. I know she is also looking after me. Things have happened lately that I know she has had a hand in.

Anyway, that chapter is now closed and we keep driving down the road. Thanks again RAZ

Well I have a little more to do but the tops are done. I need to lightly sand and re-stain the fronts a bit but I am making improvements. I am not sure why I am doing this to a rv that I may not ever do anything with. Marty and Chad have been told that the RV belongs to them. I hope they like the tops I picked out for them. Patsy would have liked them, this was one of her favorite laminates.

I have been sick the last couple of days and it has been hard to get motivated to do anything. I have asked myself the last few days what I have to get out of bed for. I haven't come up with anything yet. No job, no money, no companion, no future. I hope something turns me around soon. I am not even sure I want to go to work just to give the money to someone else.

Maybe things will look different when I get to feeling better. Keep riding along if you want, RAZ

I sure do need to work!!!

Things are starting to look a little scary. I was hopeful that I would be working by now but they told me today that it will be late next week at the soonest. Bummer deal. And then to make my day even worse, I seem to have caught the bug Katy had when she was here. Back ache, sore throat, and I have a cough. Patsy, can you bring me some aspirin????? I really do hate being alone. I guess I should quit whinning and get up and get to work doing something. That is all for now RAZ

Her CD made me sad!!!!

Ok I am here now. I don't know if anybody reads this page but I will keep writing if for no other reason to to look back someday and remember what my life was all about.

Had a pretty rough day today. First of all, I listened to Patsy's CD and that upset me a bit. She sure did like her music and was very talented. I shed a tear or two.

Then I spent most of the day putting some counter tops on in my bus and I asked Chad to come and router them for me. Almost all done and a piece broke off. Bummed me out but then him and Marty pulled it off and put another piece on. Turned out great and that made me fill better. Then I decided that two ladys that I have been talking to are wrong for me. Going to cool that situation down starting tomorrow. Work isn't going to start until next week and the money is gone. Hopefully I don't have anywhere to go until I get things going. So, I am heading for bed and hoping for a better day tomorrow. I keep hoping things will get better. Thanks for riding along if anyone is there. RAZ

Coming soon!!!!!

I will start taking some pics and doing some updates on here starting soon. I hope to see my journey with everyone riding along, RAZ