Well I have a little more to do but the tops are done. I need to lightly sand and re-stain the fronts a bit but I am making improvements. I am not sure why I am doing this to a rv that I may not ever do anything with. Marty and Chad have been told that the RV belongs to them. I hope they like the tops I picked out for them. Patsy would have liked them, this was one of her favorite laminates.

I have been sick the last couple of days and it has been hard to get motivated to do anything. I have asked myself the last few days what I have to get out of bed for. I haven't come up with anything yet. No job, no money, no companion, no future. I hope something turns me around soon. I am not even sure I want to go to work just to give the money to someone else.

Maybe things will look different when I get to feeling better. Keep riding along if you want, RAZ

I sure do need to work!!!

Things are starting to look a little scary. I was hopeful that I would be working by now but they told me today that it will be late next week at the soonest. Bummer deal. And then to make my day even worse, I seem to have caught the bug Katy had when she was here. Back ache, sore throat, and I have a cough. Patsy, can you bring me some aspirin????? I really do hate being alone. I guess I should quit whinning and get up and get to work doing something. That is all for now RAZ

Her CD made me sad!!!!

Ok I am here now. I don't know if anybody reads this page but I will keep writing if for no other reason to to look back someday and remember what my life was all about.

Had a pretty rough day today. First of all, I listened to Patsy's CD and that upset me a bit. She sure did like her music and was very talented. I shed a tear or two.

Then I spent most of the day putting some counter tops on in my bus and I asked Chad to come and router them for me. Almost all done and a piece broke off. Bummed me out but then him and Marty pulled it off and put another piece on. Turned out great and that made me fill better. Then I decided that two ladys that I have been talking to are wrong for me. Going to cool that situation down starting tomorrow. Work isn't going to start until next week and the money is gone. Hopefully I don't have anywhere to go until I get things going. So, I am heading for bed and hoping for a better day tomorrow. I keep hoping things will get better. Thanks for riding along if anyone is there. RAZ